Schadenfreude by 19
Author:19 [19]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Blue Murder Project Publishing
Published: 2013-09-02T17:00:00+00:00
It was the shoes that woke him, first the left and then the right gently drawn off his feet. Having his socks drawn off made him kick one ticklish foot, and Kaltherzig said, "Welcome back," and it told Erich two things. First, that the doctor was quite drunk, and second, that he was very, very dangerous at the moment.
Erich pushed himself up on one elbow. The room was illuminated only by the light in the hall, the door still open. Kaltherzig chose that moment to grasp Erich's ankles and drag him closer, so he could reach Erich's belt buckle.
Very dangerous.
He hated being told to take off his clothes, but surely this was worse. Flicker of that bath, the very first night, of being moved as though he hadn't the sense to follow orders. "Sir." When that made Kaltherzig neither hurry nor wait, he tried, "Sir, I'm sorry."
"I know." He unbuttoned Erich's pants, drew them down and off with his underpants still inside them. The dragging, twisting pull of it sprawled him out on his face, shirt and tie crumpled under his arms, and the bed was cool and wide, and he thought, he'll fuck me, that's all it is, and knew that it wasn't. Kaltherzig pulled him again, so that his legs hung down over the side of the bed. He heard Kaltherzig's belt clear the loops and turned his face into the bed, grasped two handfuls of white bedspread.
The doctor had struck him before, usually with his hand, sometimes with the riding crop, but this was entirely different from either, a wide bright sudden hurt, shockingly loud. Kaltherzig swung the belt fast and hard, and Erich climbed from fear to fury to more apologies in a matter of seconds. None of it changed anything. Kaltherzig only went on hitting him. He pushed himself up without meaning to.
"No one told you to get up."
The belt never paused. He dropped down onto his face again, and Kaltherzig swung harder, faster, and he gave in to it, finding that place where there was no trying. He was crying hopelessly when Kaltherzig stopped, and something about it was good. He'd wanted to cry before, but his eyes had been dry and hot, and it was a relief to do it now.
"Do you understand why I'm hitting you?"
He swallowed and sobbed, and managed, "For telling you no."
"And?"
Panic climbed in him. He didn't know. Then, "For moving my hands?"
"Good boy. Put your knees under you."
He muffled one grieved sound. He was hard, and Kaltherzig would see. Well, he'd done enough thrashing that surely he already had. Erich crawled up onto the bed, stopped on his hands and knees, his shirttails and his tie hanging down between his arms, waiting to see if this was what Kaltherzig had in mind. It wasn't. Kaltherzig pushed his head down, and he obeyed, wincing at how ridiculous it made him feel to keep his ass in the air this way, but now certain there would be sex and then sleep.
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